I just spent what... one hour on the phone, talking to  my little brother, scolding him, crying.
I so don't know what to do; my father calls me more and more, saying how mad he is, how helpless he is toward how my brother is wasting his youth; but today he just got so scared I think he went back to old memories of our family, sad ones. Talking about ( Read more... )

To even feel like taking a peek at my thoughts and hopes, I mean every second spent together must have been years in our dimension, of you, molding my brain. But some seconds have passed now, I fear I got lost on my own ( Read more... )

and it's getting worse I'm telling you ( Read more... )

Relationships sucks anyway, I'm better off alone ( Read more... )

They are like old statellites in the atmosphere, polluting web space and maybe some of your own space if you like keeping things ( Read more... )

I won't send the second journal ( Read more... )

I could hear them giggling in my back ( Read more... )

My hubby's not coming anymore. He chose that awesome (sarcastic this is) time to change of band; great. Cried a little, lost will to live shortly yeah yeah. Then I went to disneyland and all looked quite awesome.

I texted him. More like KIKed him, all flatteringly and yet I felt like he wouldn't answer. When ugly people (to my standards) say I'm a ( Read more... )

She has a date with her bias and I'm invited.
There are some minutes when I'm just euphoric about the simple idea of being given the chance to spend time with all those perfect guys, and the rest of the time, I fear I'll just be on my own, watching.

If only I could just accept myself.
If only I could be careless or just unaware of myself.
If only I ( Read more... )

I think he doesn't like black girl much. At all.
I think something I didn't fear for a long time is coming forth, 1st plan and 1st importance.

I think he clearly draws a line separating his kind from mine.
I fear he does.

WHATEVER, I'M SO ANNOYING HIM IN OCTOBER. BOY'S GONNA HATE ON ME FOR A GOOD REASON.